probably nothing, but maybe everything

I'm an everything or nothing person. I go hard or go home. I will take on everything and never take time for myself, or I will get pneumonia and not be able to do anything for a month. And when  I set goals, I get very frustrated with myself when I'm unable to meet them. Tomorrow was going to mark the second week in a row that I haven't posted anything since I started this journey. I've been crazy busy between job hunting, wrapping up my current job, church, people visiting, and just the dailiness of life. Today I was getting pretty down on myself and also overwhelmed by the idea that I didn't have time to post. But you know what? I'm posting. It may not be anything amazing. It may be nothing in my own eyes, but it could be everything in my journey to be ok with myself. I'm learning to give myself grace to not always meet my goals. And you know what? That's kind of freeing.